Shattered Memories



The world is rounded and also happenings tend to be in a circle or somehow connected. People help other people and that gives also something to them. They come and go from each other’s life. Usually there stay memories. Some of them are so bright that you can feel that moment real inside of you every time you close your eyes.
You know that if you want that, you can focus on the moment and live it all over again. People and everything that were in the memory pieces time to time change a bit as the time spoils a bit of the past moment. The moment is in front of you and u can take it with you whenever you want. A warm and a bit shy smile just straight in front of you and you want the moment be better. And only when the moment is passed, you realize how happy you were at that time. This is the true value of a time. Sometimes a moment that last just some minutes can be more important than couple of daily days that are spent mostly without almost anything satisfying and mostly only showing negativism and evaluation in almost everything – work, education, people, free time, background, etc. When there is no judgment, it feels much better. If we see something similar to us, it attracts and makes easier to communicate. You freely can talk about life and everything else and enjoy the moments of understanding and caring. Problem arises when you start wondering how much of all that has been a truth and how much really a person could have been just manipulating to get some information and see reactions. People have many sides and the best side can be overshadowed by some much darker one. That breaks the memory of real happiness and turns to more melancholic side like the glasses of windows are falling one by one out. You can see still some reflection in them, but it is never as real as it was. The happiest memories also become the saddest ones as you know that is rarely possible that there will be something similar.

It is much easier to invest time and see the best of everything, but it is much harder to accept that there has been some pretense that was never really explained. You will not be able to faith for something that is not the way it seemed not matter how much you wanted. People has been left used and shattered together with all other beliefs. do change or at least their attitude does. There can be many reasons due to what, but if the interest to figure out has been left one-sided, it does not have such a strong background to understand and sympathize. Trust has been pushed to the foot bridge end. However, sometimes when we close our eyes, with the pieces of broken windows dully we still see that perception that there was thought to be real and maybe it was in some point of a time…

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