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A dream: challenging forest

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Credit: i320 (http://i320.photobucket.com/albums/nn321/Miles_5/CreepyForest.jpg) It's an early evening. The sunbeams are seen through large trees. Beside is my family and some people I don't know at all. There is some wind in the sky and as it is the beginning of winter, I can't help myself and I'm just stopping after short while to take some photos. I have a usual one, small digital camera, but my mother is carrying my SLR camera, which doesn't seem logical to me, but also with this camera pictures look pretty good and that's all I need. With time some of group went forward and after a while we couldn't see them anymore. I know that my sister is a good leader so they will be just fine. With time it got darker and darker. I could feel that there was some danger in the air as the forest didn't seem that friendly anymore. We needed to hurry. First problem I saw was not only that it started to get heavy to walk that much without stopping, but that th...

Those hard goodbyes...

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I don't know if I will have the time to write any more letters because I might be too busy trying to participate. So if this does end up being the last letter I just want you to know that I was in a bad place before I started high school and you helped me. Even if you didn't know what I was talking about or know someone who's gone through it, you made me not feel alone. Because I know there are people who say all these things don't happen. And there are people who forget what it's like to be 16 when they turn 17. I know these will all be stories someday. And our pictures will become old photographs. We'll all become somebody's mom or dad. But right now these moments are not stories. This is happening. I am here and I am looking at her. And she is so beautiful. I can see it. This one moment when you know you're not a sad story. You are alive, and you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder. And you're listen...

Time

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The problem with time, I've learned, whether it's those first two weeks I got to spend with you, or the final two months I got to spend with him, eventually time always runs out. I have no idea where you are out there in the world, John. But I understand that I lost the right to know these things long ago. No matter how many years go by, I know one thing to be as true as ever was - I'll see you soon then. /Dear John, 2010/

We will...

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watch the flames burn auburn on the mountain side Desolation comes upon the sky Now I see fire, inside the mountain I see fire, burning the trees And I see fire, hollowing souls I see fire, blood in the breeze And I hope that you'll remember me Credit: Ed Sheeran - I See Fire