Chances & Meeting & Times

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Life is different and so are people. Sometimes you can catch yourself wondering what they are thinking and what their actions really mean. Are you kind because it is in your nature or there is some deeper intention? Are you smiling because you are happy or because it is a good protection that avoids asking for something more? When there arises a fast desire to kill someone or yourself is it a normal desire that fast arises and goes? You cannot know fully about yourself why you are doing things the way you are and even less for other people.

I would like to highlight 3 types of people (doesn't mean that there aren't many more, but these are the ones I have had the most interaction with).

First ones are the ones who are always ready to meet new people, go on dates and you can say that for them everything comes and goes like a flow. The best part of it is that you really cannot manage to get attached. Suddenly they can offer to have a cup of tea, listen to them playing, hearing them sing, going shopping and million other things. There are moments and then they are gone as the wind blows new ones. It is easy to meet them and you can get surprised that even just a matter of seconds you can be already heading with them to a concert, riding a bike or basically doing anything. You can get jealous seeing how easy for them everything comes and how easily they overcome loosing different people. They also stay light-headed and positive that attracts people. They openly give hugs, kisses and everything else to show others their emotions in a particular moment. With them others can feel live and ready for some good, crazy or simply vivid time. They themselves doesn't like loneliness and also doesn't experience it much as all around are some people for their plans that they surely do or if not then will make them on a solid ground.

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Second kind of people are the ones that like to spend time with you, but never write, call or show intention to meet you. They can vanish any time, but somehow you know that they will always come back and you will have amazing times with them. These people strongly tend to live in their own world. Sometimes you can climb over its walls, but then again you get thrown back. Sometimes when there is enough force like rain, lighting, you can see the real matter of the walls. And once you see the real side of this place, you always want to explore more this side of place. You can see the reasons of the imaginative world built upon and you desire to be part of it. Sometimes those people are so carried away that they don’t see anyone and they don’t feel the need for anyone and yet still somehow they find the way to get back to those few people that are important in their life. They charm with their ability to adapt, be calm and yet pleasant as there is some mystery deep down that drives to try to solve it. One day you might feel like knowing them your whole life, ready to marry or simply say anything that there is on your mind, but in another you might be like strangers from a whole different world. They can give shower and some stars falling on you, illuminating your life in a thousand much brighter lights. Once you witnessed these rare shapes, you never forget how it feels and desire to get some more of it. You don’t really know when and how it will happen, but it certainly will and does, making yourself being drawn into it without much capability to draw away, but once you start to slip away, you start to see how your own world is a dark place and what there is going on so that there is no much opportunities and trying to stay positive hurts.  In this case other person’s imaginative appearance becomes like a shelter even if it is full of pretend and you never fully see what really is behind the walls and different masks. These people can be alone most of the time and yet enjoy it even more than being with people. They love the idea of freedom and individualism.

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Third ones are the shy ones who care about others more than the others could possibly know. They will always make an effort to meet, see, talk, run towards and do whatever together. They are also the ones that get the most regrets and disappointments. They won’t show how much they care about someone, because deep down they know that anyone can leave anytime. They tend to remember moments that are important to them and never forget those few people along the way. Taking parts of them they might become weirder and less wanting to adapt to the rest of the world, but not in all cases that makes them bad. It just makes them different, sometimes weaker and sometimes stronger. They are afraid to get attached, sometimes they don’t even realize that they are, but once they realize, they hold as tight as possible not to let go. And in many cases they never fully let go as they carry that small piece of light that they believe one day can make everything different. They can have low self-esteem, but yet wanting to make the best of themselves for the people that matter in their life. Sometimes they are afraid that being with them can influence badly or knowing that they have some affection can cause only some additional problems. They might have such troubled lives that they start to think that being alone is the best they can have together with some passing moments that they can only taste for a moment in it’s different shades and then reliving them all over again. These people are mostly alone and with few close friends that evaluate them. Loneliness for them is inspiration and also destructive at the same time even if they fully doesn't acknowledge it.

I do believe that meeting any kind of person is worth. It makes you try to see different good and everything there is beyond society norms. They can harm, tear apart, build a new and at the end they make a part of your time and eventually life. How long anyone will stay matters from different contradictions. Giving and getting is worth as long as it doesn't kill and even if there dies a piece of you, it becomes a place where a whole new kind of creativeness, caring and everything else can be born. It just depends how a person chooses to use what has happened or, in different words, his attitude towards happenings matters. If everyone would be perfect, there won’t be where to grow and change so the life would be boring. People and their uniqueness is a great phenomenon to see.